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i wish i had more control over my emotions. i think im pretty good at appearing normal even when im feeling shitty. i usually just use the excuse that im tired from working so much, but most times i just find myself dwelling on a million little negative things. i really dont have much to be unhappy about lately, but i manage to bum myself out over nothing. i need a vacation really bad, i need to get away from thinking about life and stuff. it was so unbelievably nice outside today, i rode my bike down to mojos after work to meet jesse, erin, and beth. tomorrow night, a bunch of people from work are all supposed to hang out at james and jessica's house. i feel like i never see a lot of the people from work that i used to hang out with, so that should be fun. its going to get up to 74 degrees tomorrow, too bad theyre calling for thunderstorms in the evening.
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[31 Dec 2007|06:02pm] |
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new years date!!
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[23 Dec 2007|11:52pm] |
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do i dare get my hopes up?
edit: should've known it was too good
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[07 Dec 2007|11:01am] |
dont have to work til 3 today
bored and dont know what to do all day
p.s. i was just listening to the police, and i put on the copy of reggatta de blanc i bought while i was in new york for my grandfathers funeral and i found this picture my mom gave me of me as a baby and my grandpa holding me. man, i miss him
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[19 Nov 2007|12:59pm] |
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so the other day i was thinking about calling my grandfather to tell him about my new promotion cause i knew he would be really proud of me. and then i started thinking about how it was probably snowing in new york by now and how he was probably hating it. then i remembered the last time i was in new york was february and it was snowing but i was up there for his funeral. its like for 9 months i just forget that he had died and now it seems like it just happened. the christmas season is not a very happy time of year for me.
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